Woke up at 12.15pm today then saw ZS's sms. keke. He jioed me to pool todaaeeh at kovan. We played an hour and half and as usual, I got thrashed by him. Always lose de me. D:
Life seemed to becoming meaningless as each day passes by. I'm bogged down by my worries again and again. To be nagged at finding jobs, com-ing the whole day and even reminded of paying braces using some of my money. ALL THESE SUCKS. They seriously irk me TO THE MAX and I hate my parents can. If only I'm born in a rich family.. Everything comes to money la D: No money no talk. Money is very important when you grow up. That's why I don't care who's being money-minded :P. It's normal I would say.
2 more months to go. I really want to start my life in a brand new environment so that I can make alot more friends. Apparently sensible and mature de but most importantly, to have a united class. 4C? That class made up of different cliques, accompanied by 7 dwarfs ( LOL no la, 7 guys), was a fu**edup class afterall. The baby-steps of 3C was stable because everyone wanted to make new friends, that's why we are able to forge a good bond with one another and work as a class. As we progress to 4C, everyone has their own preference for friends and eventually break into another smaller groups. And then from these groups form another subgroup known as a clique. So after O levels we know which class has the best bond among the cohort. That's 4F,4B and 4A because they are one big class, unlike 4C.
I need someone to talk to.. D: All these while I have been closing my heart and even an incident which could provide joy for me won't last up to a day. But confiding my inner feelings to someone can only make the him/her more bored instead because me myself find it boring to listen to other people's story. LOL. Currently, there isn't anyone worthy of me to confide my feelings to. No one. Because I'm picky. And it also applies to choosing who's my friend.
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